Known as ila Yoshikoamaya or just call me ila. First cry on 22/08/95. Love Pink & Yellow the most. You don't need to know full detail bout me. Don't bother reading this blog if you hate me aite. Be nice and friendly here



De Electrifiers Crew(D.E.C) and also known as Gerak Alunan Budaya(G.A.B) for Javanese. Love them from the bottom of my heart

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Thursday, October 28, 2010 @ 2:02 PM

life is not easy for me, all of them still dont understand me . not even the close one . having a hard time thinking what will happen to me . life is full of shit for me, and ive many different kind of friends of different attitude . hate some of the attitude, sorry to say this but its true . how i wish everything is okay, and making me happy every single day . but everyday i keep on thinking , can i anyone make me happy ? i guess no or maybe yes . i may be smiling all the way and laughing , but deep deep inside my heart im sad . i wonder how my future gonna be . lying is what people do most .. if you did something wrong to me, i will do it back the same to you . guys , can you stop doing this to me ? for once make me really really really happy . jangan fikir pasal korang nye perasaan je okay . that is sooo selfish ! alasan yg mila slalu dengar biler tanye knape dah tak mcg lagi " sorry uhh , busy with work la. this and that la " shit shit shit . then biler ajak kuar , " penat la, ini la " shit shit shit shit ... its better to be alone . kuar sendiri, shopping sendiri, ketawe sendiri mcm org giler pun takpe . asal kan aku bahagia . holiday has started and i dont know what im going to do ... hais ~ nasib nasib ...