My life is in my hand, not yours

` Ila Yoshikoamaya

Known as ila Yoshikoamaya or just call me ila. First cry on 22/08/95. Love Pink & Yellow the most. You don't need to know full detail bout me. Don't bother reading this blog if you hate me aite. Be nice and friendly here

De Electrifiers Crew(D.E.C) and also known as Gerak Alunan Budaya(G.A.B) for Javanese. Love them from the bottom of my heart

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you have hurt my feelings , cb ! :'(

Friday, July 09, 2010 @ 7:27 PM

Hello ! im back in posting, sorry for not updating my blog . erm .. paham-paham je la kay :D this few days im soo damn down :'( because of that "SOMEONE" and now im becoming like this . if you were to left me just say, you don't have to make me this way because i hate it okay ? i soo HATE YOU ! kalau kau bace pun bagos . okay stop it , today school was as per normal . so much laughing with all my beloved sis *wink* i love you alot okay . hehehe ^^ after school, went home straight home . tukar baju, then joget-joget while waiting for the time to be 3pm :D as im gonna bath then off to dance practice . heheh :P blahblablah ~ after that went to ang mo kio to meet nelly there . but ... hmm ... don't want to elaborate here . so reach cc already , only me fiah & mimi yang ader pat dance room . ape lagi ? i on my laptop which i bought it , heheh ^^

im soo tired, but force myself to dance . but guess what ? i didn't dance, hahahah ! joget pun gitu-gitu aje :D dance practice ends at 9pm . after dance practice, of course straight home . hahaha :P im soo bored right now, nak joget pun . nga sakit perut la, aiyoo ! seriously, im still down right now . just because of that thingy, im become more weaker . but guess what ? heheh ~ khaikhai, new friend cheer me up . heheh ! he ask me to topup my phone so that he could text me, aawww !! wait okay ? will topup soon :D bored bored .

you know what ? after reading bella (bitch partner) heheh ~ soo sweet luh kan dier . i know i know , i treat you as my own sister too you know that ? iloveyou more then you do okay ! hahahah ~ so tomorrow planing going out with bitch to town . going to buy my things , maybe kak bella tag along with us , but tu pun tak comfirm :D hehehhe ! okay, seriously im sooo damn bored . gonna dance soon , hehhe ! and oh ya, only the senior has attend to the dance practice . the junior , didn't attend . so yeah, next week please attend okay ? thank you :D kak uyun now is right beside me, she's watching video pat i-touch . hahaha ! ape ni aku type semue yang dier nga buat . hahaha !!

i miss this people, kak bella and the gay guy :D ohh .. please meet me soon , i miss korang tawu tak ? hais ~ :( and guys out there , our Dance Alive thingy as been postpone to 6nov . sorry about that . don't wanna elaborate what happen, but i hope you guys will understand okay ? thank you . life change and people change too right ? i understand . but, do they have to hurt other people feelings ? no right ? hmm .. entah la ey . hmm ... i guess love doesn't meant for me , i think soo . maybe im gonna be lesbian , hahaha ! fake fake . jangan fikir bukan bukan ey . ila main mian aje , hehehe ! okay la, i wanna dance now . byebye :D will post again soon enough .